This one is LOVE.

I am out... in a nightclub... amongst people dancing and enjoying themselves... I feel the need to move overcame by the need to think... to observe.. to look amongst the crowd and dissect it. I feel that I know this crowd by now... but I really do not, different individuals who find different meanings of the word fun. Different bodies, different faces, difference shapes, different sizes, different souls....

Amidst my urge to observe the crowd is this subliminal feeling of something that is missing... After years of trying to fill this void with cars, clothes, liquor, drugs, moving from friend to friend trying to find where I fit in the most... I have realized... or more so, felt... deep in my soul... that what I am missing is not a new ring, new shoes, car parts or shallow female pleasures.... It is her... she... the one... the girl... from my past... from the last density... the be all and end all.

Humans all have different attractions to different type of people... but being a man... it takes wisdom.. to know the difference between your soul desires and physical desires. Your penis thinks not about what is great, or what will be here through thick and thin, but only about what is now... tonight... The now.

Realizing this years ago, I have slowly managed the skill of being able to control physical attractions with logical and strong feelings from deep within my soul.

There she is... the woman that has the perfect body... dressed in all white... shorts and a well fitted tanktop, with hair that of silk... skin of caramel and a aura that commands attention. No... wait... She is not the one.. why?... WHY?! Am I going insane? Which man upon this earth would not kill to bless this woman's womb?

I realize... No. I am not attracted to this woman... I will look on in fascination but I will not approach her. Why not... what is in this woman that I see not fit for my tribe to blossom? I look over... and there she is.... a woman with more years beyond the lady in white... in a purple dress, that reminded me of that of a queen... of a classy lady... brunette hair... fair skin... dark colored eyes... I find myself asking why... why am I more attracted to a woman beyond the lady in white's years? Why am I trapped in her aura?

After spending night reading on Ra and his teachings, specifically his mentioning of The Veil Of Forgetfulness... which is only active in the third density... I realize that... even though I feel as though this world is a new experience... I feel subliminal feelings, hidden attractions... to... someone... that I have never met before. The feeling of searching for someone, who you do not know, is quite frustrating. You feel as though... even though a woman is attractive... in all senses... there is something about her that is not what you are seeking. The question I ask is... what are you seeking?... Is it her? The one? The one which The Veil of Forgetfulness has blinded you from seeing?

I see two gorgeous women dancing on the dance floor... one is swinging her dress as a blossom in the wind, revealing all its hidden treasures. Even though I am a man... I find myself fighting the urge of temptation of a woman exploiting her treasures, to settle with a more logical train of thought. These woman are gorgeous... but I am not attracted to them.

So, with a few observations.. I can say.. that I am looking for something I cannot remember... but as clues open up I know that: She is not a public person. She does not show her body to the world. She is a sensual dancer, but she does not let the world see her sensuality. To put in clear words, she is a private lover... She enjoys to be out amidst other lovers but she is secure with showing me all of her love in a more private setting. She is fair skinned. She has dark hair. Her body is shaped that of a fine bottle.. not skinny and not fat. Her eyes... her eyes are the main thing... the thing which I feel The Veil Of Forgetfulness is trying hardest to hide. There is something about her eyes... I am blinded... but I suspect... that with one look in her eyes... that I can feel her soul... and know that which is mine. I will know she is who I have spent my last density with and who was made for me.. our souls twined together like the vine of Life. Not because I remember... because The Veil Of Forgetfulness does not allow us to remember... but because... there are some things that no forces in The Universe are able to stop... and this one is LOVE.

Once we break free from the traps of The Heavens, we open our mind's eye to things we were supposed to forget... To things we feel in our cloudy hearts but cannot understand... and this one is LOVE.

Clues of my soulmate... that which The Veil of Forgetfulness has made me forget.

To be continued...

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