I am out... in a nightclub... amongst people dancing and enjoying themselves... I feel the need to move overcame by the need to think... to observe.. to look amongst the crowd and dissect it. I feel that I know this crowd by now... but I really do not, different individuals who find different meanings of the word fun. Different bodies, different faces, difference shapes, different sizes, different souls....
Amidst my urge to observe the crowd is this subliminal feeling of something that is missing... After years of trying to fill this void with cars, clothes, liquor, drugs, moving from friend to friend trying to find where I fit in the most... I have realized... or more so, felt... deep in my soul... that what I am missing is not a new ring, new shoes, car parts or shallow female pleasures.... It is her... she... the one... the girl... from my past... from the last density... the be all and end all.
Humans all have different attractions to different type of people... but being a man... it takes wisdom.. to know the difference between your soul desires and physical desires. Your penis thinks not about what is great, or what will be here through thick and thin, but only about what is now... tonight... The now.
Realizing this years ago, I have slowly managed the skill of being able to control physical attractions with logical and strong feelings from deep within my soul.
There she is... the woman that has the perfect body... dressed in all white... shorts and a well fitted tanktop, with hair that of silk... skin of caramel and a aura that commands attention. No... wait... She is not the one.. why?... WHY?! Am I going insane? Which man upon this earth would not kill to bless this woman's womb?
I realize... No. I am not attracted to this woman... I will look on in fascination but I will not approach her. Why not... what is in this woman that I see not fit for my tribe to blossom? I look over... and there she is.... a woman with more years beyond the lady in white... in a purple dress, that reminded me of that of a queen... of a classy lady... brunette hair... fair skin... dark colored eyes... I find myself asking why... why am I more attracted to a woman beyond the lady in white's years? Why am I trapped in her aura?
After spending night reading on Ra and his teachings, specifically his mentioning of The Veil Of Forgetfulness... which is only active in the third density... I realize that... even though I feel as though this world is a new experience... I feel subliminal feelings, hidden attractions... to... someone... that I have never met before. The feeling of searching for someone, who you do not know, is quite frustrating. You feel as though... even though a woman is attractive... in all senses... there is something about her that is not what you are seeking. The question I ask is... what are you seeking?... Is it her? The one? The one which The Veil of Forgetfulness has blinded you from seeing?
I see two gorgeous women dancing on the dance floor... one is swinging her dress as a blossom in the wind, revealing all its hidden treasures. Even though I am a man... I find myself fighting the urge of temptation of a woman exploiting her treasures, to settle with a more logical train of thought. These woman are gorgeous... but I am not attracted to them.
So, with a few observations.. I can say.. that I am looking for something I cannot remember... but as clues open up I know that: She is not a public person. She does not show her body to the world. She is a sensual dancer, but she does not let the world see her sensuality. To put in clear words, she is a private lover... She enjoys to be out amidst other lovers but she is secure with showing me all of her love in a more private setting. She is fair skinned. She has dark hair. Her body is shaped that of a fine bottle.. not skinny and not fat. Her eyes... her eyes are the main thing... the thing which I feel The Veil Of Forgetfulness is trying hardest to hide. There is something about her eyes... I am blinded... but I suspect... that with one look in her eyes... that I can feel her soul... and know that which is mine. I will know she is who I have spent my last density with and who was made for me.. our souls twined together like the vine of Life. Not because I remember... because The Veil Of Forgetfulness does not allow us to remember... but because... there are some things that no forces in The Universe are able to stop... and this one is LOVE.
Once we break free from the traps of The Heavens, we open our mind's eye to things we were supposed to forget... To things we feel in our cloudy hearts but cannot understand... and this one is LOVE.
Clues of my soulmate... that which The Veil of Forgetfulness has made me forget.
To be continued...
KMNITE
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
KMNITE feat. WIZ KHALIFA - TALK ABOUT US (JUNE 2011) (EXPLICIT)
http://soundcloud.com/mrnite345/kmnite-feat-wiz-khalifa-talk
DOWNLOAD KMNITE feat. WIZ KHALIFA - TALK ABOUT US
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
KMNITE - HIDE AND SEEK - PRODUCED BY CHARLI BROWN BEATZ - RELEASE!
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
NEW SONG AND MUSIC VIDEO RELEASE. MARCH31st 2011
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Life... I Wonder... Part. 2.
This is what I dislike about the current society.
Times are hard and God forgive the man that need sell a likkle draw or do what the pressures of the system make him do to survive. The System enforces laws which lock the poor man down, who are only trying to just barely scrape by in life. When there is little to no enforcement, or knowledge for that matter, of the rich people that steal and unlawfully acquire millions of dollars to enhance their wealth. Since when one boom jaw can lock you away and others can rape the system and kick back and chill on multi-million dollar yatchs?
Real tingz, I feel that the whole Planet need be wiped away and those who survive, have a chance of making it right.
It's too late for this civilization. We been corrupted by far too long by the monetary system. I feel we would have been better off with a different system of life, like a resource based system.
Money is the greatest and worst thing this civilization invented.
The End.
Times are hard and God forgive the man that need sell a likkle draw or do what the pressures of the system make him do to survive. The System enforces laws which lock the poor man down, who are only trying to just barely scrape by in life. When there is little to no enforcement, or knowledge for that matter, of the rich people that steal and unlawfully acquire millions of dollars to enhance their wealth. Since when one boom jaw can lock you away and others can rape the system and kick back and chill on multi-million dollar yatchs?
Real tingz, I feel that the whole Planet need be wiped away and those who survive, have a chance of making it right.
It's too late for this civilization. We been corrupted by far too long by the monetary system. I feel we would have been better off with a different system of life, like a resource based system.
Money is the greatest and worst thing this civilization invented.
The End.
Monday, November 1, 2010
KMNITE Grew Up In The Bay Music Video
This track and many more Bangerz are on The Dead Man Talking Mixtape. Download link is below this post.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
R.I.P. Kmnite he IZ a DEAD MAN TALKING
RIP.... This is his last unreleased work... All Freestyles... This right here is a classic mixtape.
http://www.sendspace.com/pro/oudlrj
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Now broadcasting LIVE on Twitter!
Wha gwan? Much love to the fans for their support.
I decided to take the plunge and join Twitter (always seemed so weird
of a site to me) but now im loving it!
Follow me @deadmanNITE345
Music is coming yall, music videos is coming yall!!
Sent from my iPhone
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Well we made it to 2010. I hope all of you fulfilled your goals for 2009 and are ready for a year of hustling to get what you deserve in life.
Wish you all the best...
Booking studio time for this Saturday... going lay down a track for the new album... Title of the new 2010 album to be told... at a later date.
Much love.
Mr. Nite
Wish you all the best...
Booking studio time for this Saturday... going lay down a track for the new album... Title of the new 2010 album to be told... at a later date.
Much love.
Mr. Nite
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Death In The Air...
"Its hard to breath when Death's in the air... "
A Lot of murders been going down in my town and theres a lot of rumors speculating a particular rap Artist that is one of Kmnite's/Nite Vizion Studio's affiliates... I want all yall out there talking shit, to drop that, if you dont know, dont speculate, its that simple. If the police decide to solve a murder, let them deal with it. I doubt that tho... But RIP to the dead, God bless those who survived and only God can judge those guilty.
All I can say is, lets stop the voilence and save our bullets for the real war coming ahead.
"If im bound to stay on this earth, then no weapon formed against me will prosper...."
Now back to my life...
A Lot of murders been going down in my town and theres a lot of rumors speculating a particular rap Artist that is one of Kmnite's/Nite Vizion Studio's affiliates... I want all yall out there talking shit, to drop that, if you dont know, dont speculate, its that simple. If the police decide to solve a murder, let them deal with it. I doubt that tho... But RIP to the dead, God bless those who survived and only God can judge those guilty.
All I can say is, lets stop the voilence and save our bullets for the real war coming ahead.
"If im bound to stay on this earth, then no weapon formed against me will prosper...."
Now back to my life...
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Life... They Wonder If They Gone Take Me Under!
Nahhhhhhhh memba that! Yo shout outs to all my hip hop heads. Im busy trying to keep Hip Hop full of content, and not dumbing it down too much for the non-hip hop heads!
Keep doing yall, Now lemme get bck to the musikkkkkk!
Nite
Keep doing yall, Now lemme get bck to the musikkkkkk!
Nite
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Hey Young World
Been working on a lot of new music and I got some special tunes for unnah.
Im off back to work in the lab!
Stay tuned...
Kmnite
Im off back to work in the lab!
Stay tuned...
Kmnite
Monday, May 18, 2009
Much Love To Ya
The Hip Hop Grinch mixtape is doing good! Much love to all the fans who support our music!!! Keep downloading, I gots this!!
Im workin on some new music and ideas, soon to release new music. I stay workin!
Much love to ya
P.S.... (f) much love to my number 1... you know who you are *smooches*
Im workin on some new music and ideas, soon to release new music. I stay workin!
Much love to ya
P.S.... (f) much love to my number 1... you know who you are *smooches*
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I am... The Grinch!
Waddup yall?
Just for my loyal fans and DJ's I released my new mixtape today called Kmnite's The Hip Hop Grinch. 24 tracks. Including 2 unreleased original album tracks! "Closer" and "Grew Up In the Bay"
This mixtape the majority are freestyles.. yea.. REAL freestyles... but they came out tight so we put em out. I wrote maybe 20% of this mixtape, all freestyle str8 off the top. They bangin and im amazed at how the final songs came out.
Get that 1st via a Free download. Yep.. Free 99!
DOWNLOAD:
http://www.sendspace.com/pro/dl/tcytz3
Hit me up on myspace! I appreciate the support! And dont forget my ALBUM The Heart Of Stone availaible for limited time FREE download at the bottom on this blogspot!
Peace
Mr. Nite
Just for my loyal fans and DJ's I released my new mixtape today called Kmnite's The Hip Hop Grinch. 24 tracks. Including 2 unreleased original album tracks! "Closer" and "Grew Up In the Bay"
This mixtape the majority are freestyles.. yea.. REAL freestyles... but they came out tight so we put em out. I wrote maybe 20% of this mixtape, all freestyle str8 off the top. They bangin and im amazed at how the final songs came out.
Get that 1st via a Free download. Yep.. Free 99!
DOWNLOAD:
http://www.sendspace.com/pro/dl/tcytz3
Hit me up on myspace! I appreciate the support! And dont forget my ALBUM The Heart Of Stone availaible for limited time FREE download at the bottom on this blogspot!
Peace
Mr. Nite
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I do it for Hip Hop!
Waddup?
Tonight im jus chillin in the studio. Im gonna listen thru some classic records, do some sample digging... hopefully I find a few gems... wish me luck!
Got The Hip Hop Grinch Mixtape coming out soon.... we still finishing that up. Much love to the fans that been supporting and waiting on the mixtape!
Much love.
*NITE*
Tonight im jus chillin in the studio. Im gonna listen thru some classic records, do some sample digging... hopefully I find a few gems... wish me luck!
Got The Hip Hop Grinch Mixtape coming out soon.... we still finishing that up. Much love to the fans that been supporting and waiting on the mixtape!
Much love.
*NITE*
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